Wednesday, November 20, 2013

Really...

To post and not publish until this is real....

I'm still in disbelief; I never thought that test would say Pregnant!

I've never been the best secret keeper, writing a secret posts will be a great coping mechanism :-) Today is September 3rd and 10 days ago, I found out I was pregnant! Were we trying, you ask? Not really. In fact, I was so confident I wasn’t pregnant I didn’t even tell Mikie I was taking a pregnancy test, ooopps.  We thought we would really start trying this fall, but surprises are good right? Now we are expecting a little miracle the first week in May. Right now we are 2 days shy of 6 weeks, and our first doctor’s appointment is on September 10th (our two year anniversary).
So many emotions accompany this little surprise! After pure shock, and the ‘what have we done’ feeling went away, I felt truly blessed and excited! I quickly realized I need to give every piece of fear and anxiety up to the Lord and trust this is His plan for me. I know I will continually be battling these emotions and I know this will be a time that will grow me, change me, and  push me to become more like HIM. I’m excited and want to tell everyone! I will cautiously await the second trimester, and then I will publish this posts!

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